Tearing me apart...

I hate you for the things you don't say.
Or how your always pushing me away.
I hide them under my smile.
But these thoughts get out every once in awhile.
Memories come out through an old picture.
I wish I could go back and fix it.
But that was awhile ago.
And I'm having a hard time letting go.
Thinking of you brings me back.
But then it all fades to black.
Your right there.
But this feeling is something we don't share.
You used to care but now you let me fall.
And now I'm just another brick in the wall.
I try to talk to you but you push me away.
And now face to face I don't have a thing to say.
I want to talk to you but don't know where to start.
I look at you and now I'm falling apart...