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Since the day I met you
I knew we were meant to be
But you never knew my feelings,
Your mind was to blind to see.

Continuing our friendship,
my feelings did grow
but still you were still so dumb,
and never did you know

I spent months and months thinking of you
My life seemed so meaningless
Every night I cried myself to sleep.
Saying silently 'I can't live like this'

Finally one night my pain got to intense.
I couldn't take my life.
I didn't want to cry anymore.
So after everyone left I picked up my knife.

Finally one night my love for you grew to much.
I couldn't take it anymore
I took that knife, to my wrists,
and died there on the floor.

You never knew how I felt
And now you never will.
I loved you so very much,
and I hope you know I always will.

*_*_* Hey everyone I wrote this because I'm in love with my best friend and its hurts me so badly that I can't tell him. He has a girlfriend but I can't get over him. He's been there for me through everything. Can someone please help me? Give me some guidence on what I should do*_*_*