I know

*slightly confused but thats how i feel comments/votes appreciated*

everywhere i look i can only see you face,
in my dreams,
in the street,
everywhere,
if my phone goes off i always expect to see your name,
i know its not going to happen,
but its just me hoping,

you were way to young to die,
you weren't even epileptic,
but look what happened,
i wish i could have seen you to say goodbye,
going to your funeral was the hardest thing I've ever done,
just under a month since you left us,
and went to a better place.

why you i will never know,
when there are so many bad people in the world,
but then i realized god doesn't want bad people,
he wants people who can be angels,
and you fit perfectly into that category,
i still don't see why he took you when you were only 13.

it seems selfish but i wish you were still here,
to see you amazing smile and hear you laugh,
you always made everyone happy,
you were an amazing person,
and i will never forget you i promised you that at your funeral,
i will keep that promise for good.

every time i hear your songs i know your near,
i know you will always be in my heart,
i know April 2nd will never be a happy day for me,
i know i will always love you,
i know you are watching over me,
i know you are my Guardian angel,
and i know i will miss you till the day i die.