Broken

These slits upon my wrist
Seem to fade away my pain
Yet when my skin slowly rips
Blood and scars are all I gain
Happiness to me is a delusion
Devouring my distress
Pain to me is a delight
Nothing more, nothing less
I feel alone in this world
Gasping for breath in a dense room
I suddenly see I am drowning
I'm deserted and petrified
Finally I have spoken
Feeling only misery
I realize I am broken