Confused

I'm so confused
nothing appeals to me now
every thing's either black or white
did you take the desire to love and care away from me ?
or did i forget it on my own....
can't explain how empty you feel
when you just can't hold on any more, and you have no where to fall to
no one to catch you
no one to care when you go to the darkness....
can any one see my pain any more?
or do i mask it that well? cause no one seems to care
that I'm slipping away.
is the pain all in my head?? is it truly all over...but i miss the tears?
i don't want to let go of the pain because its all i can feel...it's all i have
what have you done to me....what did i ever do to you....
I'm so confused.

~total random poem again sry, plz comment~ :)