Killed my Soul

I lie silently in darkness
pain rushes through me
i try to overcome it
but stings like a bee

You are gone now
you have flown away
cursed me here
and here i stay

You have killed my soul
broken my heart
invaded me
torn me apart

How am i expected to live?
after what you have done to me
you have left me with a million scars
which burn constantly

I hope when you die
you go to hell
relinquishing me
from your torching spell

You are not here
but you are holding me down
stopping me from living
giving my face a constant frown

I am dead inside
i have no place to go
my life is broken into pieces
you have pierced my heart with a bow

You have stripped me of my self dignity
You have destroyed all my dreams
you left me here to rot
i have nothing to redeem

I cannot go back to my old life
no one must see me
i have too much pride
my family would look at me disgracefully

There is no place for me here
i might as well go to hell
maybe i will meet someone who has been placed under the same spell

Now i lie here
in a puddle of red
slowly fading away
soon to be dead.