Whats the point?

One thing Ive Learnt about life,
is that no matter how hard you try you can never win,
too many people when angry turn to the knife,
i am one of these people, i have committed a sin,

but you will never know, exactly how bad my thoughts have gotten,
dreaming up things that cannot be explained.
a dean lifeless body, lying there becoming rotten,
the devil came and took my heart, thats wot people say,

he took it, and devoured it slowly, i still feel the pain,
my corpse slowly being eaten from the inside out,
but i am still feeling and seeing everything that is happening,
why is this happening, what is this all about?

now that you have heard my story, you have a small idea about my life,
everyday is like this no one is ever there to help.
crying on the inside while smiling on the outside, people don't know the truth about my life.
people don't know how it is... how it felt...

its time to stop trying , whats the point?
you always die anyway

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