Only then do I realize.....

Thinking about you day and night,
Feels weird for some reason.
And that just doesn't seem right.
It makes me feel like I've committed treason.

Lying in bed think about you.
Think about us.
Wondering what I should do.
Wonder is this love of just lust.

All these thoughts run threw my head.
Am I crazy for thinking about an us?
It's all to much I just need to go to bed.
But I think, thinking about us is a must.

I finally drift off,
I fall asleep.
I dream about you.
Only then do I realize that I'm in way to deep.