Everything we used to be....ends

The only way I see
The best idea so far
Is if I cover it with hate
Changing how things are

I know we said otherwise
We said that we'd be friends
But this is the only way I can move on
And put these feelings to an end

I know if we're friends
There's a big chance again
I'll fall into the past
Into all the memories of then

Like the two times before
When i fell for you
Promised myself I wouldn't
But my feelings broke through

Now I let it go again
And this time is the last
I'm not going to start this again
Please...no more of the past

I loved being your friend
And knowing you were there
But it's that I know I'll do it again
Again...I'll start to care

I just can't do it again
After breaking your heart
Twice I made that mistake
And now I just want to drift apart

Because staying close
Seems to start all these feelings
And I really want to let go
Want my heart to start healing

You were a part of my life
A part that now is trying to leave
I don't want to go back
Please, would you believe

I mean it wasn't bad or anything
It just didn't feel right
But you didn't really mind did you?
That's why you didn't put up a fight

I just have to get it out
That it all ends here
All that we used to be
Even if it causes tears

This is the point where we move on
You even said that we should
So this is my first step here
I think it will do some good

Even though the good~byes were said
And it already ended and everything
This where we stop it all
All that this relationship once decided to bring

This is my first step to let go
This is where I set my heart free to fly
Where I let go of what we were
This is my....good~bye