Changes [1] {10/12/04}

You used to talk to me more,
You used to smile more to ME,
What happened?
Was it something i said,
Something i did?
You used to hug to me so much,
Now you just push me away;
It feels like i have no use in trying
to stay.

It looks like we're still close,
But we're farther than ever.
It doesn't feel like when i took you
places;
It showed you liked me being with
you-
I could tell by your face.

But i guess times have changed,
So what seems cool to you to me
seems strange;
Well as long as when we're together
and you're not mad,
I guess being with you isn't so bad.
It's not that i don't want to be with
you,
It's just that i don't believe i'm
worthy to have you.
I mean, i love you,
But all the love i have for you to me
will never be enough.

Yet i hope you accept what i have to
give,
Because i assume this is my only
reason to live.