Lost in rain
Wandering this endless road
Searching for whats left of my soul
Knowing that you don't love me anymore
Makes each piece harder to find
I keep searching and searching
But it all falls down around me
Placing a boulder on my shoulder
Cracking my spine
Killing me from the inside out
I run away
Just to escape what you do to me
The hitting
The screaming
The insults galore
I just can't take this anymore
I've gotta get out tonight
I keep wandering the road of the brokenhearted
Until that car comes around the bend
Knocks me down and runs me over
Taking this pain away
But yet I'm still alive
I get right back up and keep walking home
At home I go to my room
My sanctuary
I pull out the ropes
The blades
Slice my wrists one my one
So they bleed the red fluid of life
Until I feel dizzy
Then make my knot
Hang it from the ceiling
Grab a stool, get right up
Close my windpipe as I drop
My life ends tonight
Finally the pain lifts itself off of me
Leaving my body to dangle in fates hands
I feel my last breath escape
I died
