Fallen to pieces

You were the one I loved,
The one I truly cared about,
You were my angel from above,
You took away my doubts,

You gave me the self-confidence,
I didn't think I could find,
And when I thought I was alone,
You were always right behind,

You were the one that saved me,
You held my hand so tight,
You were what kept me going,
Through each and every night,

When you left me I fell to pieces,
My heart shattered with my hope,
And that night I fell to pieces,
Dreaming of my neck inside a rope,

I fell to pieces as you said,
You no longer wanted me,
I fell to pieces as you said,
Me, you didn't need,

I cried by myself for hours,
I didn't know I had so many tears,
I cried my heart and soul out,
Realizing all of my fears,

Then I wiped my tears and dried my face,
But that didn't last too long,
The next I fell to pieces again,
Fell so hard after feeling so strong,

Three days later it's my birthday,
And I still struggle not to fall,
I smile as I unwrap my presents,
Suppressing tears through it all,

Secretly falling to pieces,
Pieces only you could have fixed,
But you didn't turn up to save me,
I have to be alone through this,

And now I'm still in those pieces,
Months ago it was now,
And still you're the only one that can fix it,
You are the only one that knows how,

So I wonder if you still remember,
And I wonder if you would take me back,
Because I still love you babe,
And I wish that you still loved me back.

*All votes and comments greatly appreciated as always*