You chose your boys over me

You had called me up the other day
saying you were in trouble
going away for a little while

you finally told me what you meant by going away for a little while
to the ACI for a year at least

you asked me if I'd wait for you
i replied i love you to death, I'd do anything for you, so yeah I'll wait for you
you told me it would be a long time apart
i didn't care, as long as i still had you to call my own

you said that we had only one last day to see each other,
today, Saturday April, 30, 2005
you said that you were going to spend the day with me
that you loved me

Saturday is here and where are you?
i called you at one o'clock
you just woke up
you had said that we were going to spend the day together and that you needed to get dressed
that you would call me back

i called you back around two-thirty
you still hadn't gotten dressed so again you said you'd call me back
yet you didn't again so i called you at five o'clock

you needed a ride down here
so you said you'd call someone to get a ride

i haven't heard from you yet and its almost nine o'clock
i called your cell, no answer
i called your house, not home

i guess you really don't love me
i see what your real priorities are, don't worry
obviously your boys are more important

have fun in jail
i hope you think of me while your there
about how bad you really f*u*c*k*e*d* up
i really loved you and yet you ignored me and played me like a fool

i hope you realize once you get out and I've moved on how much you really did love me
and how much i loved you

i sit here and cry as i write this
over you
you whom i loved
its time to try to mend my heart
and make it new
and put up that wall that only you broke through

always remember me as the one you pushed away
the one who would have waited years for you
the one who loved you for you
an remember
i loved you once
i loved you twice
you loved me never
and yet I'll love you forever

*true story* he broke my heart when he chose his boys over me and never bothered to tell me. for all those girls and boys that have gone through something similar, i feel for you and if you ever want to talk, tell me .
*please comment and/or vote i would highly appreciate it*