My soul has a never ending bleeding desire for more than it can bear, leaving me forever in the state of painful bliss.
Words cannot describe the way I feel every time I am pushed over the edge; only to bring myself back, mending the shattered pieces all on my own, knowing that no matter how hard I try, no matter how carefully I try to mend myself, I can never be the person I were before.
You always appear incapable of deciphering this, yet you aren't the one to blame for my own doing.
I scream silently every time you come to me, begging you to leave me be.
It angers me how you don't listen, how you keep tearing me apart inside with every criticism and word spoken to me.
Do you not know that everything you say to me I take into account and let it influence my every move?
Do you not know that you are the biggest person in my life, that everything I do, I do it for you, and all you have to say in response is repulsive and abusive?
Do you know how it feels to have someone's emptiness echo inside you?
Do you know that you are the key to fulfilling this famished desire that I bear.
Do you not know that you, all in all, own me...?
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