I'll love you forever,
and hate you always.
I'll be thankful your my father,
but regret the man you've become.
I'll try to remember the times we laughed,
and try to let go of the tears you made me cry.
I'll pray to God to make you better,
but I realize you can never change.
I'll try to forgive you as much as I can,
but never really will because I can't forget.
I love you so much it hurts,
and hate you because you hurt me.
