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Hold me close and push me far
tell me I know why you are
take my food and feed me lies
like how love should not bound our lives
kiss me soft and hit me hard
leave me in Love bruised and scared
when I get up kick me down
prove that you done want me around
and if one day I start to listen
my eyes will shine with suicide glisten
if you really don't want to see me again
I swear to you ill come to an end

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