They told me tht you hate me

Unable to consecrate
stomach feeling weak
a headache at its best
and a heartache but at least
I have the comfort of sadness
its always there for me
at least nothing can get worse
maybe ill die
maybe I will become numb
if I start to lie
if the world ended now
I might be able to smile
because I'm tired of your pretty face
and I wouldn't see it for a while
if I turned to sand
and slowly blew on out to sea
it wouldn't make a difference
none of you care for me
if you had two hearts
and mine came to a halt
would you give me one of yours
or say its not your fault
if love was the only thing
that kept my heart alive
would you hug me
kiss me
hold me
and love me
or watch me die
that told me that you hate me
please tell me thats a lie

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