You simply left...

You left with my whole world

I had the feeling to let go
Thinking that you don't love me no more
You suddenly disappeared
In our world full of our dreams

I have to find
For I can't possibly lose you
For that would be sucide
And the most idiotic thing in mind

Do you remember the time?
When you asked how I define
Define a person so special
Special in my life

And do you still remember my answer?
My answer just so simple
Just one word
You're 'unloseable'

I smiled
I hope you understand
That there are a million words
Behind that single word

Words of love...
Words of gratefulness
Words from heaven above...
And words from my heart....

Nothing seemed impossible at that time
All I can have is in the reach of a hand
For all I ever wanted is you
And there you are... so true

After a week of sweetness
And oh so full of caress
Which seemed to be endless
And that I knew was happiness

But... you disappeared from nowhere
You left without a trace
I can't find you anywhere
I felt like I'm in a maze

Lost around the world
Started doubting your words
Was it true or a play?
Doesn't matter... I'm already full of hate

I decided to let go...
I asked questions
I was heartbroken
And I felt like this is the end

I almost cried
But I told myself not to
I won't be a fool this time
Not anymore to you

I was letting go
It wasn't that easy, you know
I have to let go!
Or else I'll look like an idiot

But, I just can't
I simply can't...
You're too special
Special... too much special

I texted you
But you didn't reply
And so, I think it was time
For me to let go and say goodbye

Then, I remembered you said
You have to leave, and go to States
For you have to
And nothing you can do

I started laughing at my self
I thought you...
I can't take it, no more
Why did you have to go...?

You didn't even say goodbye
Even though a text would be fine
I had been an idiot for a long time
Looking for someone who isn't around

I was shocked...
I didn't know...
But what can I do now
You left and not a word you said

You left without saying a word to me
You left me...
You left not knowing one thing
That when you left, you had my whole world crashing...

```crashed me```

~angel~

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