i liked it. :) good job 5/5
but don't be so sad. don't give up, just try to find somebody 4 u. "He" will not notice u if u'll be hiding in yourself, in "dark corner". so just let yourself Shine.
sorry, if it sounds like lecture, i just was feeling that way several months ago. it doesn't feel good at all. but i believe that u have some strength in yourself to overcome it. :)
~Lyudmila~
PS. i have one poem, that i wrote about the same type type of feelings "silhouette". if u'll comment it i'll really appreciate it . :)