Recollecting memories
Reveals the past to me
Of all this things in this worlds
It's you I wish to see
I remember you adorable, innocent face
I remember your loving, giving heart
Just thinking of you
Literally tears me apart
Tears are falling
Bringing a stinginess to my eyes
Not only because I miss you
But I never said goodbye
Happiness once consumed
Lying in you arms
Time we spent together
How could I cause so much harm?
I said the two words "its over"
It put us to an end
I never new what heartaches
Those two words could send
As i lie here in my bed
And cry myself to sleep
I begin to think,
I hope my alarm never beeps
I hope I never wake up again
I hate myself so much
I hope I die sometime tonight
Its life i hate the most
But as I lie in my bed asleep
An angel is all I see
She walks a little closer
And begins talking to me
She said your life will go on
Today's not your day to come home
For, you can't make that decision
Nor can you get through life alone
But if you know your father
And if you ask for help
He will help you
No matter what
Every road has either a
Bump, curve, or hill
An do does your life
nothing can remove your problems, not even that pill
Death is not your way out
So child, don't take those pills
You have so much to look forward to
You've so many hearts to fill
Remember tomorrow's always a new day
A day to love everyone and forgive others
But first you must forgive your self, because
You and Jordan aren't true lovers
I wake up and look around
Everything looks the same
I hit my knees and begin to pray
Oh father, how could I be so lame?
Please help me lord
To forgive myself and others too
Please help me to get through life
because now I know its easier with you
I ask for forgiveness, Lord
I have done many wrongs
I ask for the courage
To go preach your word and sing your songs! Amen
through this angel I have come to realize
Though life is tough, I can give in
Because on this earth there is a war
And I will not let satin win
In my future, I hope it hold
Good deeds, forgiveness, and love
I want the courage to help a friend
Or someone I don't even know
I have so much to give
And so much to do
I think I'm honestly better off
Without you
But if you change your mind
And you decide you want me back
I will not turn away
This is what I'll say...
I do not deserve you
You deserve so much better
You deserve so much more,
Of everything,
You deserve someone who will make you smile
And make your smile shine
Someone who wont break your heart
As I have many times
Someone who will love you always
And will treat you right
Someone who won't push you around
As I have but forever hold you tight.
