Useful {11/25/03}

My heart and mind are so confused,
I don't know if i'm helpful, or am
being used.
Well i can be accused
Of being weak towards the less fortunate,
And their way of paying back is with hate.
Although it does sort of hurt,
Somehow, it ain't that bad.
I know i helped someone from being completely mad,
Losing control,
Just going crazy, you know?
But as long as i'm not put up as a show,
I could go very good with this flow.