My big black heart
Is just tearing apart,
Since the love of my life
Has gone away;
And the only thing i have left to say
Is that I'm hurt,
From this mistake I've just done
For what we did was just for fun,
Sometimes I'm very scared,
Since i never know what I'd do to myself.
Maybe just get a knife and cut myself since i see no use in my life,
No one would ever want it,
Accept it,
Or even use it,
Not even me.
So you see, you don't have to react to the rest of of this
Or else you'll regret
What you'd soon find out about my life and wished
That you wouldn't have seen it,
Well hopefully i could live by the next five seconds,
For i can't hold on
