Taking over me

My tears can’t wash away the pain
The feeling that won’t go away
The walls around me are closing in
My screams can’t be heard
Some part of me doesn’t want to be found
I want to suffer
To stay in pain for the way I feel
I’ve done so much wrong
So much I hate my self for
I don’t know what I’ve become any more

There’s a black hole above me
The hold it’s got on me it getting stronger
Or I might just be giving up
Letting it pull me in
I linger in the darkness of my mind
Rain drops of fire are hitting my skin
Words are shouted all around my head
Finger tips scraping at my flesh
Covering this lifeless body
Only you can save me
But I told you not to
So I’ll wait here till you look for me
You’re taking over me