How can i

How can i feel this way?
how can i think these things
i know he isn't for me
and i know i have my perfect someone
why does god continually give me these feelings of redemption
how come i just cant forget him
it was only one night
we just talked
but he did everything right
he said all the right things
no!
i cant do it
i have a great guy who would stick by me threw everything
how can i feel this way
i need help
i need answers
someone help me plz