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by *Edwin* May 1, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
Why should I live, When there’s nothing to live for, I hate my life so much, And there is so much more. All these things that happen, I cant all take, Its coming to the point, Where I soon shall break. It’s all so hurtful, And its tearing me apart, My problems were all stabbing, Like a shooting dart. I cant find myself, And It pains for me to say, That I am looking for myself, Every single day. Every thing is lost, And I feel a great pain, Eventually the day will come, And over me it shall rain. I’m hoping it will be okay, And I will soon see the light, I’m trying to hold on, And I’m using all my might. I cant hardly wait, For this pain to go away, “I am so happyâ€, are the words I want to say. Feeling so good, And no pain inside, I wish I Shirley knew, That god was on my side. Maybe he’s just waiting , For me to see he’s there, To show I have much faith, And if I really care. So I guess I have to wait, For him to save my day, For I am truly loved, Is one thing I have to say.