SoulBrokenMe

The cuts are fading and on the outside I'm happy.
But on the inside I still feel crappy.
I really dont want to be here.
Life right now is my biggest fear.
I'm cold and all alone.
I am soul broken; my light is no longer being shown.
My tears are falling down.
Passed the blood and the frown.
I dont know what is wrong with me.
I have been so sad and angry lately.
I want to go far, far away.
So I can let my broken soul lay.
I dont like the day anymore,
I prefer the night.
I am so lost inside myself, and I never feel right.
The darkness is starting to flood my eyes.
I am sick of living only hate and lies.
My mind is dark and cold.
I'm trying to get passed this, trying to be strong and bold.
The coldness is taking over me.
I need to set my captured soul free.
I look into your eyes and think of how lucky I am to have someone like this in my life that makes my frown disappear.
And losing you is just another fear.
I'm going to end this poem because the tears are starting to fall.
Life isn't so great after all.