I give

I'm in a place, you dare not travel
in a dark room, floors made of gravel
the innocent smile of mine,
hurtful memories hiding behind
once again i look above
for that certain person to show me love
i can not find a place for myself
I'm not among st the poor, not fit for wealth
so i seek the answers for my shattered soul
for my heart to once again be whole
I'm not a believer, but i am not sure
i wish things would go back to the way they were
when i was happy, inside and out
instead of ripping out my heart, beginning to shout
" help me ease this pain inside, after those moments, i feel i have died"
u give me friends which i console in,
but they're not the same when my life is a sin
am i meant for this earth? am i meant to live?
I'm not sure, but to you, my life, i give