I can't hold on,
Anymore,
What seems like minutes,
Was only seconds ago,
No open door,
Nowhere to turn,
All I know,
Is I'm about to break,
I avoid it,
So they give me more,
When will I learn?,
That all I times I try,
And all the lies I make,
To get away,
Will just come back,
And shake me to the core,
Every dollar I earn,
Means nothing to me,
While I'm still alive,
I just can't lay down,
To die,
Everyday,
I lack,
Something called self esteem,
The cause of my burn,
The reason to be,
And the reason to strive,
For a better dream,
Better yet,
Reality,
Everyday,
I ask why,
Why me?,
As I drive,
To get,
Somewhere in frailty,
Before I lay down,
To die.
