I'll Always Walk Alone

I will not face you,
Knowing you did that,
Inside of me,
The pain,
Is killing everything I want to be,
Think before you do,
I'd always chat,
To keep you happy,
I thought you were the one,
To be there for me,
Instead,
When it's your turn to bat,
You turned away,
On my friend,
Getting all snappy,
With your girls,
Knowing what may,
Come in the end,
At your feet,
There will be no mat,
Not after today,
I said no sides,
Well this isn't like the new trend,
It doesn't change,
Because at the end of the day,
I know I will walk head down,
And there I will stay,
All I need is a hand,
As I walk to hell,
On my way,
I turn back a few seconds,
To check what I left,
And turn away,
Away from you,
The remarks,
And what you do.