Well its over,
what more can be said.
I knew this was the way it should be,
you and your wife as one happy family.
I have been a fool
to have fallen in love with you.
I wouldn't admit it before now,
and I cant believe I'm letting this out.
Ill be strong and not let you see the pain,
I have stored away for so long.
I won't let my tears fall when your around.
I'll keep it locked up, safe as can be.
never to be opened, not even by me.
I will still talk to you, when you need a friend.
I'll listen closely and give you support.
if only you knew what this is doing to my heart.
You will still dance in my fantasies
and I will still yearn for your kiss.
But you will never know,
this is the way it must be kept.
You will be the one i still look for,
when no one is around.
secretly wanting and needing you so.
but then again you will never know.
You will still be the one I long to hold,
to feel your breathe upon my skin.
But its too late now,
I wont tell a soul.
You will always see me smile,
I won't let a frown get you down.
I hide my emotions almost too well,
it's become an art form...
so you'll never dwell.
Loving you is what I will still do,
but I will never tell.
You deserve happiness,
and the best that life can give.
So you can learn to live once again.
