Janet (RIP)

Curled in bed
For the rest of the night
Her eyes
Filled with fright

When morning comes
She must be strong
And act as if
Nothings wrong.

Her parents watch
Her life being decayed.
They watched the whole time
As her smiles began to fade

The girl once so strong
Now so weak
She looks in the mirror
And whispers ,"freak"

She hates herself
She hates it all
She hates the way
She had to fall

She fell so hard
And very fast.
Deep down inside
She knew it wouldn't last

'enough is enough'
As she grabbed her knife
And so gracefully
Took her life.

I sat in the pew
Looking all around
Not an empty place
Was to be found

So many people cared
If she just opened her eyes
She would have seen
And would have been surprised

i wish I could have told her
I wish she could have known
That I was there
and she didn't have to be alone

On her casket
I lay a flower
What was only a minute
Seemed like an hour

A tear streamed down her sister's face
She looked at me
And said
"How couldn't she see?

I loved her so much
I wish i told her so"
I gave her a hug
That wasn't a enough though

'She needs you back, Janet
She can't live without you.
Now, she too,
Wishes her life was through

If you were still alive
I'd do anything
Anything, Janet
And everything

-I miss you.