Everything fades to dust,
Though we do what we must to live on.
It hurts to find
Something not fitting your kind of idea
That wants love to be something...
But it's not.
Trust cannot be the light
That guides my never-ending sight,
Though it hurts me, I cannot love;
For there is nothing to the Light.
Liquid lightning falls upon my face...
The never-ending sadness of this...
...My chains of love shackle me;
I am forced to love this...
Everything disappears for me...
I am fading into an unwanted memory.
No one wants to remember me.
No one seems to care.
This is not suicide,
It is a blessed curse.
I am estranged from this dying world.
I am alone for now.
I am moving on.
I move to my shadow's embrace.
I am hers...She will save me.
This is not only love...
It is something more...
It is a necessity.
It is time to dream...
Fare thee well...if you wish it.
