What My Love Was All About!!!

Sitting alone in this dark room,confined within walls of pain,
i try to recollect all those happiness hiding within my brain,
although they are very few,it still puts a smile on my face,
every tear signals the time has come to give up my place.

Reading all these lovely mails that you had once sent to me,
brings back the memories of true love we used to always see,
I wish you could still hear to all the words my heart speaks,
all the blessings,all the happiness from the heaven it seeks.

All these moments of separation is not only breaking my heart,
it has pushed me to the edge of this world and saying to depart,
everynight i set out on a journey searching for u in my dreams,
hoping someday even in your dreams you'll also hear my screams.

I have lost so many things in my life,but still i never cried,
i have come across many failures in life,still i always tried,
i know i have lost you for eternity and can't get you back,
it's like watching my destiny train derailing from it's track.

You've always been a happiness that never made me to smile,
you've always been a love,promised to only stay for a while,
you've always been a dream that never really belonged to me,
you've always been a pain,that even if i try,can't really set free.

you're standing at a distance where even if i try,i can't reach,
it's like watching the sunset sitting near the river side beach,
Someday you'll turn around and walk in the way u walked out,
then with a tear you'll realize "What My Love Was All About."