You...........

I can't keep strong for you much longer
I cannot keep pretending lying every night in tears
I want to make you happy, but you wont let me in
I can't get you out of my mind, worried full of fear

I'd die for you, I'd kill for you, but I cannot go on
As I sat there last night, cutting away at my arms
Crying for myself, crying for you, but no one sees
As the blood slides from my wrists I feel so calm

I cannot keep going, If you don't tell me whats wrong
As I snort my cocaine, but who really cares
Destroy my life with drugs and booze
When I cry, needing a hand, I cannot see people there

I'm reaching out to you, and I'm begging, let me help
Because if I'm not helping you, I can leave this place
I can truly slip away, you are my point in living
All I want is to see a real smile upon your face