Last night

Last night, as I lay there, in the cold breeze
Waiting for the blood to drain from my body
As it trickles onto the sheets, I feel so alive
Lie there in wait, for the cuts to kill me

Butchery of my skin, an abertoire of my arms
Without you by my side, when I need you most
As I cry all these tears, for no one to witness
Pulled through a corridoor, in and out of sanity I float

Insomnia like a second nature, result of my addiction
Turn your back on me, all I do is hurt you
Drunken mutilations, carve across my body
Lie there so helpless nothing else to do

Last night I smashed a mirror, used the glass as a blade
Last night I smeared blood on my reflection
Last night I slit my wrists for all the hurt you caused
Last night I lay there crying, caught up in rejection