Watch me

Watch me through the window, clouded and sad
Stare at me through the mist, as I turn myself mad
Watch me through the rain, as I run nowhere at all
Stare at me as I stumble, ignore me as I fall

Hear me through the silence, as the tears fall from my eyes
Listen as I make a scar, I know its not just me who cries
Hear me as I call you, but you do not want to know
Listen as I yell out, Without you now, I must go

Watch me through a mirror, where I hide myself away
See me for myself, As I cry waterfalls each day
Watch me as I love you, diminish my heart
See me, As I dream of you, loneliness rips me apart

Feel me, as I cling to you, I don't want to let go
Sense me as I hold you, All the things I want you to know
Feel me, as I bleed, underneath this black charm
Sense me as I'm tempted, to revert again to self harm

Watch me as I think, about all the people I have hurt
Visualize me, as my wounds open, stain red my shirt
Watch me as I dance, to the beat of the devil
Visualize me as I crash through the air, falling from heaven

Talk to me, I need to hear you, inside my head
Converse with me, without your words I'm dead
Talk to me, I'm helpless, So hurt and alone
Converse with me, make me warm, I'm cold to the bone

Watch me through an echo, like a memory in your mind
View me from a distance as a path I try to find
Watch me as I empty my mind of all feeling
View me as I realize my wounds are not healing