Screw Loose

I did whatever the hell you asked me to.
I was an innocent girl before i ever met you.
Everything you ever said or told me wasn't true.
But i believed ya, guess i must've just been missing a screw.
So how do you think knowing that makes me feel?
I honestly thought what we had was special and real.
but all along i was wrong,
I been biting my tongue,
To keep from screaming and just heaving,
A fu.ckin brick at you long!
I hate you for everything you ever put me through.
But what tears me up inside is that i still still you!

(I was in such a bad mood when i wrote this, it don't make sense but the words kinda spilled out. Comment/vote and let me know what you think. Thank you xx)