I love you so much, my friend.
But you have really changed.
And i wish i was number one again and that everything was the same.....-->
A whole new year has come.
I look at you and want to cry.
I see you with a new best friend, laughing and smiling.
i cry and then i hate myself,
for being this jealous.
I feel like I've been left.
All lonely and cold.
Because i have been replaced,
with someone new,
who you now love more than me.
I think of all the new things,
the good and the bad,
"Will she go everywhere with you?"
"Will she be the first one you call?"
And will you leave me here to rust, being my lowest sad?
Today i saw you laughing with her,
And i remember how we were like that one day.
We laughed until we cried,
but also cried on eachother's shoulders.
Dear friend, i love you with all my heart,
So i hope that we can be the same someday because i know that our friendship,
was the only real friendship,
We both have ever known.
So promise me,
you'll always be my best friend.
