Today

Today was the day,
When you broke my heart,
I didn't want it to happen,
But I knew it was going to from the start.

You did it the worst way,
You had my best friend brake it to me,
I really just want to die,
So then I will be free.

Free from all my worries,
Free from all my pain,
Free from you the most,
See freedom I will gain.

I cannot kill myself,
Not before you know how I feel,
But maybe by the time you realize it,
My heart will have had time to heal.

I cant do it now though,
Knowing you wont even care,
But the pain I have inside of me,
I really cannot bare.

I just want to move on,
But I just need some time to heal,
So I will try to forget about you,
Even though this is how I will always feel.

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