X~silent as can b~X

GOD PLEASE HELP
I'm going 2 pray
so listen
tell me EVERY-THINGS GOING 2 B OK!

i walk in 2 the house
as silent as can b
no buddy there
no 1 except me

tears in my eyes
beginning 2 cry
whispers 2 myself
i wanna die

tremble 2 the bathroom
open the cabinet door
pain inside urging
i wanna do it more

putting it 2 my wrist
1 slit 2 deep
nothings noticeable
and every-things steep

blood dripping all ala round
tears of sadness
now asleep
the worlds filled with madness

take 1 look
an angel cries
hit hit big spot
and a soul dies

feel me moving
try 2 awaken
hear voices crying
where am i being taken

finally i stop
i hear a voice say
"i m so sorry its come 2 this day ."

"your little girls gone
theres nothing more i can do
2 much blood has been spilled
and I'm sorry this has happened2 you."

" you can go see the girl
and say good-bye
once again I'm sorry
oh please don't cry."

see them walk in
feel them touch me
what have i done
now every-things silent,silent as can be.....................

this is 1 of the poems that i actually like so please vote and comment it would mean a lot