No One Knows

No one knows about what I do
After a night of candy and popcorn
with the girls

No one knows how after they all go to sleep
I grab the toilet seat and hurl.
How I lay on the cold bathroom floor for hours
Because I'm so disgusted with my self

No one knows-they can't even tell
I'm still fat and on top of that I'm ugly as h*ll.

I remember when I was little
I used to thank God for making me pretty
Now I only wish someone would understand me

But I keep my happy face one you see
I don't go around asking people to feel sorry for me
Instead I hold up
Until I get home
Then when I'm all alone
I stick my finger as far as I can down my throat

The sad part is
I've done it so much I don't even choke.
So to all the people who find themselves doing this at home.
I want you to know that Your not alone.