I dont love you..i dont think?

I told myself i didn't love you...

I convinced myself i didn't love you...

I tried to prove my heart wrong when it all it did was beat for you...

I was blind to my love for you...

I thought we were through...

How long can i keep this going till i realize what i feel...

Must my love for you be a lie?

I feel incomplete without you...

But I'm stubborn and i wont give in..i have to win..

Why cant you be the one to run to me?

Why cant you beg for me on your knees?

I wont run to you..not this time...

I wont,....

I wont,....

Not yet...

I cant,...

But i should....

I think i am...

I need you....

Its then i finally see what love is, its not about pride,..

Its about putting everything on the line to be with the one your meant for....

Here i go to give in to you....but i wont regret it...