What do i do??

What's true and what's not
do i like him or do i not?
everyone thinks i do
but i don't know if that's true.

he makes me happy and
he makes me laugh so much.
i don't know how i really feel
is this love or is it just lust?

i've been hurt before
so maybe i'm protecting my heart.
he's a very good friend of mine
and i don't want that torn apart.

even if i did like him,
i'm sure he wouldn't feel the same.
so it'd be a waste of time
and i'd be in so much pain.

i get jealous when he flirts with other girls,
so i'm hurting either way.
this pain is killing me,
it's hurting more and more each day.