It's gone

The blood that runs through my veins
Used to run so purely
Now it hits me
My life was never meant to be
The love that ran through my heart
Used to be SO strong
Now it hits me
It's not meant to go to you
The thoughts that ran through my head
used to last so long
Now it hits me
It was all wasted on you
The time that I spent loving you
was never given back
why'd you tell me
you loved me
If you planned on breaking us?
I'm just a freaking nobody
That has no feelings
Just a big goshdang bas**rd
Who wants to get out
If life carries on like this
i want it to end
This pain of love I'm in
Will never stop
Do you like to see me suffer?
Do you love to see me dead?
Do you want to see me fall?
Clear till my journeys end?
I'll always love you
It''ll always be true
If you love me the same
Why do you pretend I'm not here?
To Brandy: Hope you have a better life without me!