They lie and lie
I see it in them
they all deny the truth
the real way it should be
they tie me up
crucify my dreams
I'm so weak
nothing inside to fuel my life
its all empty as I try
so cold
I die
how you torture my everything
take me apart piece by piece
try and make yourself happy
I’m the disease
you piss me off
I die
even when I’m with you
I still feel so alone
there is nothing in here
I just feel so unknown
why do I have to try and try
so f**king hard
to please to please
I die
it hides in the dark
forever concealed
its going to kill your remarks
it will devour your f**king soul
make you scream and beg
it will eat you whole
don’t f**king pretend to know
I feed it
I watch it grow