Expression

What the hell
Just happened to me?
I spent two weeks alone,
Was it meant to be?

They pushed and shoved me
Right out of their lives
They’re really lucky
Around them I had no knives

I really don’t know why I’m alone
Could it be that I have changed
Or did I change because I was alone
Its almost like their attack was ranged

I got pushed to the ground
They wished I would die
Several times lately
I’ve had to break down and cry

Why this happened
Is all I want to know
As soon as I know that
I swear I’ll just go

It seems I’m losing someone
Every single day
And everyone around me
All they do is play

Once again I’m alone
Fending for myself
I’m glad I’m so tall
Or I could reach the high shelf

I don’t feel big
I feel really small
About as useful as a cockroach
That’s living in the wall

I don’t want you to see this
But I’m showing it to you
You’ll know whom when they read it
They’ll defiantly know who