Hidden love pains

I just don't understand why i can't tell you?
i just don't understand why i can't left this painful love pain i have for you?
i just don't know why i can't tell you
but just write sad and hidden poems away from you
i just want to tell you that i love you
and hope you feel the same way about me
cause these hidden love pains get worst and worst
and painful and painful each day
but i guess am just scary ed
scary ed of rejection
scary ed of breaking are friendship
scary ed of making the same mistake i once made
scary ed of what i might become or mess up
so i keep my feelings to myself
and i keep my painful pain deep inside
cause i know the pain am having now
is never gonna match the pain when i have a broken heart