Waiting....

Sitting here, counting the seconds
Telling myself 'it will be okay'
I know it wont, it will never be the same
Why does everything have to change?

Still sitting watching the clock
Hoping time will fly by to my death
Why cant i turn back time
And change my pathetic past

Sitting and waiting,Hoping and dieing
Why cant everything be fine?
I just want to be happy like everyone else
If only i could be happy and smile again

i guess i will be sitting and waiting for the rest of my life....