Pull it

As i walk towards this person who is about to see a flash of light before there eyes of my horrible but revenging despise. you thought you could talk down to me like you were better in everyway but soon you will see darkness not even a hint of gray. I'm sorry i had to do this i hope your life was well. but i hate you so much right now i hope you go to hell. You turn around and see my finger on the trigger now you tell me who's bigger?! my whole body drips with sweat i cant believe I'm about to harm the person who was my largest threat its all over now i calmly put my gun down i look into your eyes and you sigh with relief the same as you were when i walked in the room then i pick my gun up again and all you hear is BOOM!! i hope your not mad at me i hope your happy up there. cause I'm not happy just sitting in a jail cell. if i could go back to that day that hour and that last minute i wouldn't feel a thing i wouldn't feel that power. i will never be the same i will never forgive myself but i hope someday that you will forgive me when i think of you i get a chill.back then it was just a thrill