I Just Can't

I can't spend another night like this
crying myself to sleep,wasting away
wanting to be there with you
And I visit, but can no longer stay

You just don't understand the feeling
Being there just slowly kills me
There were dreams with each other
All the changes are so scary

Why can't I just shake you til you see
How I feel about where I am now
And how I would do anything to go back
Letting myself bleed is the only way how

Good things can't last forever
what can I do with you away so far?
If I move forward, I lose you all
And if I go back, there stays the scar

Just take it and leave now
I'm trying to make it on my own
Even if I get hurt, it won't matter
Because I'm without you and so alone

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